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"The nativity is a time to take courage."

12.25.2008


How brave am I?
Can I bear, 
without breaking apart,
this extraordinary birth?



If I accept this birth I must accept God's love, and this is pain as well as joy because God's love, as I am coming to understand it, is not like man's love.

What one of us can understand a love so great that we would willingly limit our unlimitedness, put the flesh of mortality over our immortality, accept all the pain and grief of humanity, submit to betrayal by that humanity, be killed by it, and die a total failure (in human terms) on a common cross between two thieves?

What kind of flawed, failed love is this?  Why should we rejoice on Christmas Day?  This is where the problem lies, not in secular bacchanalias, not in Santa Clauses with cotton beards, loudspeakers blatting out Christmas carols the day after Thanksgiving, not in shops full of people pushing and shouting and swearing at each other as they struggle to buy overpriced Christmas presents.

No, it's not the secular world which presents me with problems about Christmas, it's God.

Cribb'd, cabined, and confined within the contours of a human infant.  The infinite defined by the finite?  The Creator of all life thirsty and abandoned?  Why would he do such a thing?  Aren't there easier and better wars for God to redeem his fallen creatures?

And what good did it all do?  The heart of man is still evil.  Wars grow more terrible with each generation.  The earth daily becomes more depleted by human greed.  God came to save us and we thank him by producing bigger and better battlefields and slums and insane asylums.

And yet Christmas is still a time for me of hope, of hope for the courage to love and accept love, a time when I can forget that my Christology is extremely shaky and can rejoice in God's love through love of family and friends.


- Madeleine L'Engle, The Irrational Season (1977)

This is the irrational season
Where love blooms bright and wild
Had Mary been filled with reason
There'd have been no room for the child.


Merry Christmas, one and all!  God bless you and yours and the world with peace and love.



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